I DON'T THINK I WILL EVER CHANGE!
I thought that getting to college would be a new experience and somewhere I can start fresh. I strongly believed I can start all over and become successful. But it seems to me that HIGH SCHOOL David jumped in my car and came with me to college.
I have always been a good student. I never let myself go, nor get grades lower than B's. I have always been organized and good at keeping my time balanced.
This lifestyle has changed greatly for me. From the ending of my sophomore year in high school, and up until now, I always find reason to put assignments aside. I might say I have ADD and am easily distracted, but this is just an excuse for the procrastinator I am inside...(P.S. this is just a treat. I will finish the rest later.)...

As you can see I have decided to put the blog aside. Not only does this affect me, but I am also hurting and affecting those around me. Due to my procrastination of this blog, I have already (unintentionally) hurt someone. Not only hurt them but I have also wasted their valuable time by not having it complete when it was due. You know who you are and for this I am SORRY!(I really mean it, although it doesn't change what I have already caused).

... I feel that I have a serious problem, and I must learn to cope with it, or better yet alter it. I can not continue to live life in such a fashion.
I know this method of life would have changed if I would get grades lower than B's on my assignments. The idea that I can write a paper (or any homework) an hour before its due, and get a decent grade tends to boost up my confidence. It does this soo much that I tend to find myself in this situation with every assignment (i.e. NOW!)
Sometimes I give myself the satisfaction and reason on why to procrastinate. I tell myself that I work better under pressure. Due to this, I wait until the morning the assignment is due and then stress over it. With the added stress and pressure, I complete the assignment in half the time, get a good grade for it, AND I save time I would have wasted if I would have done it in advance.
My ideology does tend to be a little awkward. Many would even argue that this method is unhealthy. Staying up all night, or waking up extremely early in the morning, to do my homework cuts back on many hours of sleep. This in return limits and affects my performance throughout the day. Even the added stress from this way of living can cause both my mind and body to shut down.
Even with so many reasons arguing against this way of life, I continue to be none other than PROCRASTINATOR DAVID. Why do I continue to put my mind and body through such mental and physical torment? Although the answer to this is because I CAN, I need to learn to alter this lifestyle. I just hope it hits me way before it gets worse. I NEED A CHANGE!